This Journey

Since I was a small little girl, when people asked me about my dream there would be no other answer than a doctor. But of course at that time apa je yg a 7 or 8 years old girl know about this career. Maybe because I love that white coat😂. But as I grow up that simple dream also grow with me. From a childhood dream it becomes an ambition. A goal that I set upon myself. I'm that kind of person who will try my best to achieve my goals. My mama and baba don't allow me to watch telly. At first, mestila anyone pun akan protest right. My friends yg duduk asrama pun tau banyak issues about what's happening than I do. My life was home, school and tuition. That's it. No phone, no internet and no telly. Well mmg ramai org yg cakap my baba is so strict and conservative. But hey, because of that now I'm in medical school and my sister is in Newcastle,UK.

I still remember the most hectic time when I'm in school is during my SPM year. Obviously because it is the biggest exam in high school. Sekolah start pkul 6.30am (because of fajar class for selected students) then hbis skolah pkul 5pm because of JUARA class(extra class). After that smpai rumah pkul 5.30pm. At night, tuition dari pkul 8-10pm. My tuition class for the whole week, cuma Tuesday and Thurday ja no night tuition. Mmg hectic sangat life at that time. But I read a quote saying "live your life like what you want to be". I want to be a doctor, I need to start living like a doctor. I'll continue about this journey later. 😊🤗

#firstpostdontknowwhattosay

Currently I'm studying medicine in PURCSI. Well many people do not know about my university. In fact, I myself don't have any idea about this university at first. But then after my beautiful mama was searching a suitable medical school for me, tadaa she found this university's website at JPA's website. Yup this university's fee is damn expensive. RM 800000 for 5 years. Who would afford that?! Anyway mama call the university and ask them about everything. Then we know that JPA provides scholarship for this university. Full scholarship!!! Then I start went to the interviews. I passed and here I am. I'm grateful that I am here, meeting good people who I can call friends. No racism even though we're different in races( ceh syahdu tiba2). Even though I just stay here for 8 weeks, I don't know, I really like being here. It's like I am meant to be here, to meet these people. Very very nice friends. For now we only have 5 batches. Our first batch brothers and sisters will be graduating next year In Syaa Allah. The total students here for all the batches are about 250 students. So little yes but we're like family because of our small committee. We know almost every one. The ratio of lecturers to student is 1:1. We might think that our lecturers don't know anything but actually they know EVERYTHING! Every single gossip. Our lecturers mostly are from Ireland because this is a join program with RCSI in Dublin.